When I feel like it

My original hair is curly and long. this is how I look when i feel like making it straight. I would go to saloon and let it this way for a day, and because my natural hair is curly, the next day it would turn to its original form again. Though I want to have my hair like this, I still prefer my natural curly hair. Why? because I much like it that way even though it's really annoying sometimes. Moreover, my father like it curly as well and he said i look like a child that way despite of my age. Haha! I think I'm a little of a spoiled brat. I want my father to always treat me gently like a child so that's also one of the reasons why. A day of pleasure and leisure is enough. :)

Sadahiro Mika:PATHOS

One of the best yaoi mangas I had read, Sadahiro Mika’s Pathos is a story of three people who by each other’s existence experienced happiness but at the same time suffering. What would you do if the person you love were a vampire? Would you face death and turn into one just for that person? It might seem absurd to love someone unconditionally that the only way to be together is to become one of them. However, facing the choice you made is the hardest thing. Moreover, being with someone you love that at the same time couldn’t let go of someone else is a painful thing.

Pathos, a greek word meaning suffering or misery. This fictional story created a deep mark in me for the author, combined pain, happiness, sacrifice, love and hate in a beautiful way. One being so in loved with someone who’s in love with another. A vampire who loves a human so much yet can’t let go of his creator. A human who would do anything to be with the one he loves. A complicated yet strong three-way relationship, this is what King, Jay and Ace have. Reading this manga made me think that, if you chose the better way for someone, it could mean your happiness or your sorrow. It would mean a lot of courage and love for someone to sacrifice one’s happiness for the other and I see it as a very brave and understanding thing to do. Yet not all people can do something like that, for each of us lays a desire to monopolize and take our love just for ourselves. Just like how King felt for Jay, just like how Jay felt for Ace and just like how Ace felt for Jay. But with their situation, two vampires and a human, considering themselves as brothers, having a tight bond with each other, will they be able to have the love they so much wanted without hurting each other? It’s for you to find out!

 Just what would be expected from Sadahiro Mika, the creator of Undergrand Hotel, Hai to Diamond, Mukizu Ja Irarenee, this story would touch the heart if the readers. So drown yourselves in Pathos and experience ecstasy in every thrust of their fangs!

Pathos 

Ace, a human teenage, has been raised by King and Jay, vampire who have lived an enternal lifetime. As he grows up, he become attracted to Jay and Jay also 
comes to yearn strongly for Ace's blood.l King and Jay, afraid that their secrect will be exposed, decide to send Ace away to a boarding school. But when Ace find 
out that, he wishes to be a vampire like them.
Sadahiro Mika's gothic love story about the growth of a teenage who's raised up by vampires and the feeling of a vampire who live in eternal life.(from the cover)

Genre: Yaoi, Drama, Fantasy
Mangaka: Mika Sadahiro
Volumes: 2 Vol
Status: Complete
Scanlation Group: Nakama

DEAR GREEN:HITOMI NO OUNOWA

A long running friendship turning to a sweet slow developing love, a bestfriend becoming your heart’s desired person, a love so deep and innocent. I can’t seem to describe completely this heart-warming manga that even for how many times I’ve had read it, I can’t get enough of the feelings it brought me. it might seem stupid for something like a manga to affect me this much but I know somewhere out there, I shared the same feeling with someone who had already read it as well.

Yaoi manga deals with boys love or in other words, homosexual relationship. It’s quite famous to manga readers and I think specially to female readers. It’s already common for a yaoi manga to have explicit sex scenes, some were clearly drawn and portrayed and some, the other way around. Yet some of them really had great stories that didn’t just focus on the sexual intercourse. Many yaoi manga had good and heart-catching stories that could entertain and satisfy readers like me. From the start, I wasn’t a yaoi fanatic however, God-knows-when I started to like reading homosexual stories. There’s a lot of yaoi manga I could suggest, and one of them is DEAR GREEN:HITOMI NO OUNOWA.

DEAR GREEN:HITOMI NO OUNOWA was a story of a love between two bestfriends. A love that grew unknowingly that when it became known, the confusing feelings between love and friendship collided with each other. Everytime I read this series, I couldn’t stop myself from smiling and feeling every emotions that the story brought. The story was well constructed, it didn’t just focused on the relationship, it also portrays the possibilities, the conflicts, the inner thoughts of each character, and the reality around them. I just love how the couple went through each stages of their relationship and how the love between them grew stronger. I can say that this is really one of the best yaoi manga I’ve had read and I’d like to share this thoughts to all yoi manga fanatics. Here’s a short summary of the story. Please enjoy! J

At high school Ryouko introduces her boyfriend, Otoumi, to her best friend, Yukari, creates a deep friendship between them. Long after Ryouko's relationship with Otoumi ended, Yukari and Otoumi continue to be friends. After five years Otoumi slowly becomes aware of his changing feelings for Yukari that leave him confused. Yukari, on the other hand, finds that Otoumi is acting weird and becomes suspicious. When Outomi reveals that he kissed one of his co-workers that confessed to him before, Yukari also starts to wonder about his own feelings towards Otoumi.

Fish In The Trap

I discovered this story when I was looking for Yaoi animes to be downloaded. The anime video was of low quality however it was still properly delivered and I can say that the story was really good and interesting. Yuuiji, one of the main character was the grandson of the president of a big company and an obedient heir, however deep inside him lies his twisted personality. Takahiro, the other main character was a delicate young kid. Because of his fragile personality, he was dragged in into the darkness of Yuuiji's world. Though the end of the story in the anime was a little bit hanging, it was continued in a 3-volume manga. The manga tells on how, after the anime, Yuuiji' and Takashiro's paths crossed again, moreover the relationship that blossomed beetwen them. 

For me, the flow of the story in the anime was really good however when it came to the manga, the story became very confusing. If I'd only base it on the story, it could be very good and touching but the flow and how the manga was created just ruined the story. I was really sad and disappointed and on top of that very confused while I was reading it. But I still hoped that somehow, someone could work on it to clarify what was wrong with it. I didn't know if it's the fault of the scanslators or the mangaka itself. I was left hanging at the end of the manga. So, I couldn't really suggest the manga to the readers however I'll gladly recommend the anime for those Yaoi lovers. Below were pictures and a short summary from baka-updates manga about the story. Enjoy! :)

Ever feel like you just want to sit in a corner and just curl into a little ball? Or when your world seems to be too crowded, you just fight against your fate? Yuuji Tsukamoto can do either. He’s the son of a very successful business man and is as suave as Takehito Koyasu’s voice when he talks. But one thing he wants is out of his reach: Takahiro Matsui. Will his constant watching over this boy lead to both of their destructions? The obsession begins…

My starting point

Today,I got myself a haircut. So for a limited amount of time, my hair is straight and I'm enjoying it right now. My father was a little surprised when he saw me. He said I look like a lady now with my hair straight, though I really think he liked my natural curly hair because I still look like a little girl with it. Hahahaha! Oh! I'm not a little girl anymore. I'm already in college! :)